Friday, January 21, 2005
-*- of mums and babes
y do mummies speak for their babies? (what, were u expecting chicks kinda "babes"? ;p) and why do they assume that when im toking to the babies in their arms, im toking to them? y cant i just want to tok to the baby? why do they have to reply for the baby! if the baby cant reply, it cant! u dont have to reply for it! heh. but they are so cute, u tend to forgive the people trying to speak for them.. cos u tend to ignore them! wahahahhawell, my couz's baby is soo cute! i could almost eat her up! literally! whahah *guilty* oh well.. no nieces for me, it's like that la..
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
-*- you won't miss it till you've lost it
haiz suddenly now i miss dearie's companion when he had his full freedom (well, not say FULL la.. but good nuff..) he was able to accompany me everyday and i could go over to his place ever so often to look him up and just slack with him, at the expense of possible summons of cos.. but it was worth it.. but damn i should have treasured it more! i should have gone over everyday! heh maybe not that much, but more often la.. haiz too bad now dun have liao.. i miss having him there.. just there. it's like it's not as if ill go over to his place everyday, but aint it great just to have the option? all those whose bfs are not in the army.. u wont understand!! haha maybe u will, but to the same extent, cos this is FORCED! this is not by choice! which makes it all the more suckier, considering he doesnt have to "protect" the stupid country.. cos seriously, if we are really under attack, there is no way we can defend ourselves with the army lor.. i mean yes, we may be able to resist the power, but in time, we will still lose the fight.. so seriously, what's the point of having the army? and forcing young guys to be separated from their families and lovely gfs? hmph! not considering that they will be delayed for two years in their studies.. *roll eyes*anyway, so i was whining about not having him around.. haiz ya la i think i miss him so much more than before, in the sense that once i had been given some kinda feel of how it feels like for him to not have the army life, and yet have the money, i feel that they shdnt take it away from us again. hmph.. oh well, nothing much i can do, cept whine.. grr.. ahhaah
hmm i shant whine about that.. haiz.. every wed sucks like mad.. unless i get the tut that i wan for my IF, i will have a 4 hr break every week! damn.. i better do something constructive during this period every week, and not blog all the time :P ya i brought notes to read and i have this new assignment from my IF module.. heheh all about art.. quite cool module.. but the weekly assignments are killer.. not as if it contributes ALOT to the marks la.. but still need to. haiz oh well. anyway, even if i do get the tut that i want, ill still have a 3hr break every week.. makes me feel like skipping the 4-6 lect.. which i wont, cos it's interesting.. hahah damn im contradicting myself.. haiz hungry.. waiting for my fren to call me.. meeting for makan at 1.. :S hungry hungry..
haiz i think im a bit rambling...
oh does everyone noe that im watching Charmed like mad? dunno y.. it's not THAT interesting (unlike friends and sex and the city) but i like it nonetheless. not as much, but not bad.. im at season 5.. ;p i think i lurve that julian mcmahon guy! erm if u do watch nip tuck, it's christian troy in that drama.. erm he's the one with the looks and all the sex drive! whahaha yummas.. and his bod is like fantabuloustic! hmm u noe, without his bod, he may not be such a looker.. cos his face is not that great.. but hey, good nonetheless.. yummas.. anyway, after this season of Charmed, he's no more the main cast.. but hey, i dun mind watching more Charmed la... altho i hate the new girl.. she's like ugly max and her character doesnt really have a real character.. as in to say she's very everything.. and yet very nothing.. can be nice and forgiving and can be harsh and pissed of with everything.. very characterless.. *roll eyes* but the sister is HOT! Alyssa Milano.. her breasts are like popping out of my computer screen all the time! damn i would kill for her bod man! erm maybe not.. but u get the drift.
hmm i just realise im soooo off topic.. but oh well, who cares about coherence? im just rambling anyway ;p
aiya enuff of rambling.. i shall start slowly walking to the canteen and smell the yummy food. and try to whet up my appetite.. ;p slurps! haiz how am i gonna lose weight for my birthday like that? :[ im so sad.. how to lose 10kg in 3 weeks? hahahahha impossible right? well at least 3? or 5? heheh i shall try... ;p
sheesh ramble ramble...
ok la. bye all! and thanks for listening.. (i wish! u were only readin! but thanks anyway! ;p)
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Saturday, January 15, 2005
-*- d'uh
heya all! haiz so bored! dear is having fun with his frens at home, my family is having fun playing mj.. erm ya, all but me.. hahah cos we're a family of 5 and well, mahjong aint exactly made for 5.. so yarpz.. and being the youngest, well more or less means no priority eh? haha not that i mind.but im just pissed with the bitch. well, noe me well enough and u'll noe which of the 4 downstairs i'm toking about.. so ya.. i dun mind if i dun get to play.. but lately it's been much of a usual that we share so we split winnings and losses and also split the playing time. 1st half 2nd half kinda thing. and guess what.. she wants to split the winnings or losses (erm, which seems to be more of the case of the latter as of this moment..) but doesnt wanna split playing time. so i was like, nope, then i dun wanna share.. well, lucky for me, im not sharing, winnings/losses nor playing time.. and erm, she is losing erm, quite bad. seriously, it's not that im cursing her or what, but she deserves it la.. too bad.. *roll eyes* so my family is like saying, girl! lucky u nv share.. whahahahahah (then they will start laughing).. haha erm they mean no offence to her, of cos.. but damn a lot taken i suppose.. well, it doesnt pay to be petty la.. (by the way, whenever we shared, we always won.. for the past few times at least.. oh and by the way, she always loses..... at one point she actually lost so much she stopped playing with them... and then i started to play with them again and i started to win money and she wants in again, as my partner.. geesh! *roll eyes big big*)
anyway, i wasnt so pissed with her actually.. but she actually blamed me for causing her to miss winning one particular game, just cos i gave an "eh?" sound.. i mean hello? im not jus looking at YOUR cards! im looking at daddy's too u noe! crapp.. but of cos i was "eh?"-ing to what she was doing, cos she could have actually won, which of cos she didnt, cos her skull is just that thick.. after my "eh?", she actually explained to me why she didnt think she could win.. which is plain stupid, cos if she didnt, no one would have figured who i was eh-ing at and what was the significance of the card that she missed.. which my mum did figure out and didnt put that card out.. turns out, my other sis won.. and so, i got the blame... but seriously, it's her own fault.. there are some things u dun have to tell the person who's just watching.. if it's crucial, dont bother telling me.. and then blame me for it? geesh! some bitch.. *roll eyes even bigger*
anyway, i shant be petty like her.. hahah complaining just this once to all who read my blog will do.. whahahahahahhaha.. =P
haiz im so bored of typing already. hrmph. bye all. hahah till next time! ;p
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
-*- wat a futile clean..
been clearing up my stuff since afternoon and im telling u, there aint any diff! grrr.. ya, i've cleared space for this sem, filed all my past sems stuff (those i need la) and rearranged my shelves, so i can take away the other table in the room, but i dont see a damn diff in the room! it's still sooo messy! *horrid* and guess what, now i have bags of rubbish, recycleable rubbish, vin's stuff, and stuff i wanna give away... FOUR bags! worse... haiz im gonna pass vin's stuff to him tmr hahah dun care.. then the rubbish will be up to my maid.. the recycleable things? either i forget about recycling them (all papers! i feel so mean, so unfriendly to our darling earth!!) or i can make the effort to bring them down to somewhere where i can drop into those colourful bins.. does anyone noe where in the east side has that thing? haiz i noe NUS yusof has it.. but im too lazy to drag all the way there and up the damn place.. so ya, if anyone noes where i can throw my recycleable paper.. :) thankies..anyway, i was saying, i cleaned up so many things! and yet it's still messy! grr.. and i have no ways to clear it further.. so i decided to put whatever that's left back to where they were.. which i think makes the cleanup redundant.. but hey, i have space for this sem's stuff.. so im happy.. :)
*stretch, shriek* *shriek, stretch* my back aches like nobody's business man! been sitting on the floor all day.. so abit stiff behind.. *horrid* haiz.. gonna take my hot shower and relax for a bit, tok to vin, then sleep liao! hahah bye all!
btw, exciting news, i finally got 5 modules.. but a lot of changes from what i had planned.. but i think this sem is gonna rock! hahah actually it's not.. im taking 2 level 3000!! hahhaha 2 level 2000 and 1 level 1000.. hahah but im pretty excited about my last mod (i just got it today).. jap mass media.. doesnt that sound like fun? hehe oh well, *anticipation* let's see how it turns out! :) k then. ciao!!!
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
-*- my pet!
check out my new added feature on my blog! whahaha i got a pet! hahaha duckie, naturally!! i lurve ducks! and who doesnt noe that? erm that and dolphins, of course.. i would have chosen dolphins, but who keeps dolphins as pets? so there was the dolphin option. oh well, but hey, ducks are best too! hahah duckies! ah bits! and dolphins.. my favourite animalS!! heheh.. was trying to decide between ah bit and duckie.. decided on duckie, cos i already have wabbits! hahah i think the duckie will be happy living on my blog! feel free to play with it ya? hehehe *quack quack!* whahaahh i love the way it jumps when u click! *quack!* whahahah so fun! :P ok, fine, so im not matured, big fat hairy deal!damn, which reminds me, im turning 21 soon! gosh in a month ill be an adult? *gasp* sheesh.. gonna book the hall tmr.. hahah erm well, still hvnt come up with a list of guests yet, so pple, queue up and sign up okie? whahahha not shy.. but seriously, still havent decided on the number of guests yet la.. shd be very few pple.. so sorry if i cant invite u! *apologetic*
but i digress.. ya, my duckie! whahahaahh cute! lurve it! hmmmmmmmm digress again.. 23rd is my ah-bits birthday!! whahah my dad managed to make their home a better place today! so happy for them! =D gleeeeee heheh
okie then.. gtg.. shd sleep.. tmr a lot of things to do! whahahha book hall, deliver some stuff, pay bills, buy stuff, clean up with dearie, dinner with family!! whahah im a busy person! whahahah lalala ciaoz!
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
-*- 2004-2005
happi neu yeer to all!!!!
hehe 2004 was great for me, well, better than a lot of pple, what with all the disasters and everything going on in asia and everywhere else.. btw, let's have one min of silence to mourn for the tsunami victims, those poor pple...
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may their souls be at peace and my condolences their families and friends.. i hope they recover soon.. pick up the broken little pieces and fix them back to lead a normal life again.. altho it's hard, they have to live on for those who died.. haiz i feel so wrenched whenever i read the papers, or watch the news... it's like they are so helpless.. they didnt have any warning or anything, and they were attacked, just like that.. so scary.. and if im not wrong, i read that there could have been a few hours notice lor.. haiz some pple are just irresponsible.. informing the area of the earthquake may have saved thousands and thousands of pple! grrrrr these pple are the ones that ought to die.. not cursing them.. but just a bit pissed off that so many lives were lost just like that.. grr
haiz i hadnt wanted to start the new year (on my blog, that is) like that but who does huh?
on a much lighter note.. i enjoyed myself this new year's eve.. i didnt do any countdown or what.. i didnt hold any parties or what.. it was just a simple evening with my deardear.. mac's dinner (a romantic one though!) followed by a night of VCD watching! hahah wasnt very celebratey, but was simple and very warming.. :) was a night of cuddling, imagine that! :p watched only 2 shows la actually.. so ya.. haha.. oh after that we started looking through my photos.. hahah from several yrs back.. some photos my family and i took when we went overseas.. a few countries, like NZ, Aust, Jap, Korea, HK, China and the boring countries like Thai and Msia.. i was so cute at 4!! hahaha not that im not cute now la.. whahahahahah *blushes* hahah no la.. but i was really cute at 4 la.. hehe oh well, pple change.. and now im still lookable la.. hehe
all in all, was a great NYE.. :) was so grateful that i can even be spending NYE and xmas at ease.. pple in the tsunami attacked areas.. haiz im always saddened whenever i think of that.. :s may peace be with them..
k then.. nuff of sad stuff.. a new year ahead! jiazi jiayou!!!!!!! hehe i will strive again this yr! hopefully my grades will get better, relationships even better, life even even better!!!! hehe yup it will! ;p
signing off,
Zi '05 ;p
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